Half of the time I look forward to my death, it doesn’t scare me since I don’t see the real point of my life, what scares me is if my agony would be slow and painful.

But then what? I just stop existing and it’s like I fell asleep? Do I see light? Darkness? Nothing? What is nothing?

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    332 months ago

    Nothing. Was in the hospital for a heart attack last year, my heart stopped for 8 seconds. I was 100% completely unaware. Was told later what had happened.

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        42 months ago

        Some days are more challenging than others, I spent the last two weeks with the flu and WANTED to die. ;)

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          2 months ago

          If you don’t remember then how can you tell?

          Sometimes you remember dreaming, sometimes you half-remember dreaming, sometimes you remember nothing.

          I’m assuming that the unremembered part is full of dreams too.

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            -72 months ago

            Yes, assuming, because you never got an encephalogram that measured which parts of your brain were active while you slept. Which, wait… Scientists have actually done! Wow. Who could’ve known it.

            Fucking dumbass.